眼泪不流泪

曾经，我对她承诺过，只要有一天她不再需要我，我就会消失，我做到了...
或许她还记得我，但是我知道，她的生命里，已经不需要我...
日日夜夜期盼着她的出现，但那天她上线时，我却忍着痛彻的心立即下线...她留下了一句话，说她很忙，但是还是想到了我...我满面都是泪珠，但始终没有回应...她已经不需要我了，我知道...
希望在没有我的生活里，她会比以前更开心，更幸福。

过去，现在

好一段时间都没关心博客了。最近发生了太多的事情，一下还没能转过来。
刚才在QQ上，哥哥怪我从来就没有好好跟他说过话，只会开玩笑，说些无聊的话。这何尝是我想要的呢...我跟哥哥8年没见面了，跟他分别得时候我就是那么的幼稚可笑，哭着喊着叫哥哥不要走...如今他怎么会知道我的改变...我宁愿以旧的方式，过去的我来面对他，也不愿因为证明自己的改变跟哥哥话不投机。希望对自己的理解，我是对的。

“思愁”

一夜辗转难眠，还是决定起来做点儿别的。不知道为什么，心中有一股莫名的思念，究竟是对过去的回忆，还是对未来的期盼，我自己也不清楚。感觉自己身处现在，却始终活在过去，两个时空在分分秒秒之间距离越来越远，深陷于此之间，我无法自拔。
往日的欢笑和甜蜜安抚不了现在的伤痛和思念...
最讨厌回忆过去的点点滴滴，却又时时刻刻地想着，生怕忘记...
很想让你从脑海里消失，但总是彻夜不眠的牵挂着你...

沉默了，心碎了，泪干了，想你了...

In love with jazz

Just recently I found myself in love in jazz,or rather pop jazz. I've always been thinking of singing and listening to a different genre of songs besides pop and r&b. I love the way jazz singers express the song with all kinds of emotions,such as Michael Buble,love it,simply love it.
Wish I could be a jazz singer one day!*.^

昔日是幸福，如今是回忆

记得你以前最喜欢吃草莓了，时间长了发觉自己也爱上了草莓...
很清楚的记得曾经和你走过的每一条大街小巷，唱过的每首动人情歌，说过无数的甜言蜜语和经历过的点点滴滴...
面向着大海，望极天与海的交界处，愁思似潮水般涌上心头。海风一阵阵吹来，无情的划过冰冷的脸颊。。。凝视着夕阳之下的海平线，我祈祷一波波潮水能够将一缕缕剪不断的愁丝和那久久不能忘却的伤痛带走...更希望能将我最深的思念和祝福带给远在天边的怀人...
往日的一切早已化作尘埃...那已断的情脉，不知要从何收起...

“普通朋友”

Performed two songs yesterday in school for a prize giving ceremony,"星期六的深夜"and"普通朋友",I've posted one of it on the blog. Being the very first performance I had since the year I'm quite satisfied with it,most importantly I really enjoyed that ten minutes on the stage and I hoped that everyone listening felt the same way.
Special thanks to Shinn who recorded the entire performance

Who am I?

" Who am I?"Just recently I realise that I'm unable to give it an exact answer. Ever since I began to understand this society,this world, I'd been learning everything from others. When I was young I idolised great heros in books and television shows who always saved the world at last, so I adopted certain morals from all these books,shows and of course from the family ect...And later in life all these have seemed to cause a great influence to my destiny;the way I view things,judge things and execute my tasks...But sometimes I wonder: Am I just another copy of "someone" in this society, and who am I really?
I love singing since young,and for all these years I've been trying to be the artists that I like. I never thought of becoming "myself" until my first demo song was out last month,and indeed I've decided to set up this journey in the searching of my own identity,style and life.I know that it's a long journey ahead,but I believe my passion and love for music will eventually guide me to where I am and who I am supposed to be.
May my dream come true